~ we are chiwasu ?!

arli has yet another great post. a post she created enos back when she was 16? presenting, ‘paper crane’ from a girl’s angle.

Paper Crane
He gave me a paper crane
One night in a blue café
Sat beside me in the theatre
We laughed together
Yet I shunned him
Rebuilding my Iron Gate
Ignored him stab him
Wishing him to go away
Heart yearned [...]

and in an attempt to delude (strangely, this happens to ian’s favorable phrase to his highness back in the jc days… “R, stop deluding yourself” he goes ranting…) himself that the world is a beautiful world for most parts, in an attempt to motivate himself for everything due, coupled with other issues, his highness started [...]

a post from charming’s space: Lovely Lovely Cats taught charming something. and it taught his highness something new too.
rather, it intrigues his thoughts…
hmm…
“LIFE IS NOTHING IF WE GET EVERYTHING
BUT, LIFE IS EVERYTHING WHEN WE MISS SOMETHING
REAL VALUE OF PEOPLE/ANIMALS WILL BE REALIZED, ONLY IN THEIR ABSENCE”
—
wow. cats teach us more than humans can do.

and here’s something from an email that wc forwarded. yes, it’s another of those annoying chain emails that’s been flooding the net. but if it’s stuff coming from wc, there should be some substantial quality to it. and true to jackpot, it’s pretty neat.
it’s some guidelines to who/what is a simple friend OR a real [...]

不久前在《楚留香》里见到这么一段。。。
除非真的醉了，胡铁花总是最迟一个睡着的，有时候他甚至会终宵难以成眠，所以常常半夜起来找酒喝。
别人说他是酒鬼，他笑笑；别人说他是浪子，他也笑笑。
别人看他整天嘻嘻哈哈，胡说八道，都认为他是世上最快乐、最放得开、最没有心事的人。
他自己的心事，只有他自己知道。
他用尽千方百计甩脱了高亚男，到处去拈花惹草。别人认为他“很有办法”，他自己似乎也觉得很得意。
可是他的心，却始终是空的，说不出的寂寞，说不出的空虚，尤其是到了夜深人静的时候，他寂寞得简直要发疯。
他也想能找到个可以互相倾诉、互相安慰、互相了解的伴侣，却又始终不敢将自己的情感付出去。
他已在自己心的外面了道墙，别人的情感本就进不去。
他只有到处流浪，到处寻找。
但寻找的究竟是什么，他自己也不知道。 — 古龙，《楚留香之蝙蝠传奇》
古人如此，今人有何尝不是呢？前有古人，后又来者。。。

胡铁花有何尝不是同路中人呢？

Everyone will tell you to let it go and move on, but don’t.
Instead let it fester and boil inside of you. Take these feelings and lock them away.
Let them fuel your actions.
Let hate be your ally.
And you will be capable of wonderfully horrid things. — Mike Yagoobian, “Meet The Robinsons”
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summing up the month of feb, [...]